Today I turned twenty. No big deal really I feel the same as I did when I was 19, which if you beleive it was the same I felt when I was 16. With a few exceptions. Those exceptions are all my friends are online.
Its no joke it's really true. I mean sure I have aquaintances with whom I speak offline in the real world. But all my real close friends are online. They didn't used to be, but then people moved or went to college, starting off on their lives and all, and here I wait, alone. Yeah I know I'm being melodramatic, like any other hormonal female.
Anyway so I'm twenty, I got one birthday card in the mail, which made my heart sink in my chest a little. But people still wished me birthday greetings online, which is all good and fine. ^^
I babysat last minute for this family who had a baby today that was nice, made me feel good. Afterwards went to a church halloween party which wasn't so fun, because I wound up just feeling alone and depressed, so I came home early and watched Big Bang theory and started this blog, ^_^
How lame am I?
:3
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